Woo hoo! A lot of editing has passed since I thought it was finished two months ago, but my new short story, Zombie Mega Apocalypse,
is now finished and available for you to read. The story comes from a
question that I had floating around in my mind for a while: "what would
happen if we knew the world was going to end, and had a definite date
for the destruction of humanity?". How would society cope? This popped
into my head around the time of the riots last August, when the fragile
string holding decency in place frayed and people began to disregard the
law, doing whatever they wanted. In the face of this I realised just
how tenuous our grip on civility is: if people decide to just do what
they want, en masse, how can they be stopped? Often this question is
asked with regards to positive consequences such as the overthrowing of
dictatorships, but it also applies to basic human decency. For a couple
of days it seemed as if England was on the verge of something very bad
happening, but luckily decent people came together and eventually
overpowered the thugs. But if the world was going to end anyway, what
motivation would the decent have to continue their battle?
I
tied in my own disillusion with our technology-riddled society, and how
it has changed living on Earth into an existence far removed from our
original states of being. The more I think about it, the more I think
that I might be an Anarchist. Politics and society have appealed to me
less and less in recent years, and I want them gone, and nature to reign
supreme once more. All of this comes together in a big fat melting pot
to form Zombie Mega Apocalypse. Check out the beginning below and then follow the link to read the rest:
Zombie Mega Apocalypse
Until
that night, I hadn’t looked up at the night sky in years. I stepped off
the train and, rather than staring at the ground and ploughing the ten
minutes to my door as usual, the biting February air wrenched my gaze
upwards. The low-lying crescent moon sucked at my eyes, the deep dark
blue of the early evening sky magnifying its luminescence. As my eyes
adjusted, I noticed stars glistening in the formerly pitch-black. It was
rare to see the stars around here. I inhaled deeply and my nostrils
fought through the smog to the clean winter air beneath. It was
beautiful, I thought; why did I never look up at this majesty, this free
gift from Earth? It struck me then that I’d lost my way in life: ten
years out of university, and ten years since I’d paid attention to
anything natural. When did I lose my wonder? The accident, I guess. I
thought back with envy to my younger self, so mesmerised by everything,
so happy, untainted by the horrors of modern society circling and
snapping like sharks. At least, I think I was like that. Nowadays,
whenever I think back to a younger version of myself that person is a
wide-eyed innocent, never moody, never angry. Until that night I had
been drifting, ignoring my surroundings, and the innocence of my younger
self was long gone.
I
took two trains to work, and two home. In between, I crammed onto the
tube with millions of other commuters, often seemingly squished into the
same carriage as them all. On my journey I listened to music, ignored
existence. I thought that people walking in front of me who moved
unexpectedly to the side and blocked my way, without any knowledge that I
was trying to weave a high-speed path past them, were idiots. I
sprinted for tubes and squeezed through the doors and up against endless
bodies, even though another train would be along two minutes later.
Every second counted. Everything pissed me off. I worked a boring job
but didn’t quit, as every other job was just as dull anyway, as
ultimately pointless as the next. I hated what I had become, how annoyed
I was by this world of rubbish; hated my iPhone when it worked, but
burned with rage when it didn’t, and when it eventually broke. Then I
took it to the Apple shop and got a new one. That night, though, I
stopped. I gazed lovingly at the night sky and recognised it as the most
wondrous thing I had ever seen, could ever see; and even though I’d
spent ten wasted years not looking at it, that was okay because there
were fifty-odd more in which to marvel every evening until I died. The
following day the news was revealed.
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